The First Thing He Taught Her Was How to Fall

The First Thing He Taught Her Was How to Fall

Brian Armer

When Hannah came home from her first judo class, her son asked if she had thrown anybody. She set her borrowed gi on the kitchen chair. “Not yet,” she said. “Mostly I learned how to fall.” He looked up from his homework. “Was it fun?” She thought about the moment she had almost walked out, and the instructor who had sat down beside her instead.

At the dojo, she had watched two experienced students moving together and wondered what she had been thinking when she signed up. She had spent months driving her son to his activities. When he asked why she never stayed for a class of her own, she had laughed. Then she had found herself looking at the beginner timetable.

Now she stood at the edge of the mat, pulling at a belt that would not lie flat. The instructor, Daniel, approached without calling the room’s attention to her. “First class?” She nodded. “Come over here. We’ll start sitting down.” “I thought we were learning to throw.” “We will. First I want you comfortable landing.” He sat on the mat and demonstrated a small, controlled movement. No partner pulling her off balance. No sudden drop. She could watch it, ask him to show it again, and take her time.

Her first attempt was awkward. She stopped halfway through and sat upright, embarrassed by how much she was thinking about something everyone else seemed to do without thinking. “Sorry,” she said. Daniel stayed seated. “What are you apologizing for?” “Making this take so long.” He glanced at the empty space beside them. “It’s your lesson, Hannah.” He demonstrated again, slower this time. She followed. On the next attempt, she recognized where she was going before she got there. She looked at him, surprised. He nodded and let her notice it for herself.

They practiced until she could stop holding her breath. Later, when she pushed back her sleeve, she noticed that the fabric had rubbed a patch near her wrist raw. She paused to attend to it. Across the room, a student was asking Daniel about next week’s class. Hannah listened for the answer.

At the kitchen table, her son was still waiting. “So was it fun?” he asked again. She smiled. “Eventually.” He moved his notebook aside to make room for her. “Are you going back?” She took out her phone and opened the class timetable. “Thursday,” she said. He leaned over her shoulder. “That’s when I have practice.” “I know.” She selected the beginner class, then set the phone between them so he could see the confirmation. “This time you’ll have to ask me how mine went, too.”

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