Paul had been alone in the house for three days when his elbow struck the back of the closet. He was reaching for a fallen hanger beneath his mother’s coats. The panel gave a hollow sound. He tapped the wood beside it. Solid. A few inches to the left, hollow again.

He had inherited the house after her death. His sister was coming on Saturday to help with the things he could not bear to sort himself. Until then, he had been sleeping in his old bedroom, leaving the television on downstairs so the silence did not follow him from room to room.

Paul pushed the coats aside and felt along the panel. His fingers found an edge too straight to be a crack. He pulled. A narrow door opened onto a room he had never known was there.

Inside stood a single desk, a chair, and an Edison lamp beside a framed photograph. There was nothing else. Paul switched on the lamp. Its warm light reached the desk and stopped short of the bare walls. He stayed at the threshold for a moment, listening. Then he went in.

The photograph showed a garden table set for a meal. He recognized the blue jug his mother used to fill with lemonade. Beyond it stood the back door of a house he could almost place. He lifted the frame. There were no people in the picture. A red coat hung over one of the chairs.

Paul set it down. Why keep this here? Why hide an entire room for one photograph? He searched the frame for a name, then caught himself turning it toward the light again. The door in the picture looked open now. He thought it had been closed. He had barely looked at it. That was all.

He switched off the lamp and pulled the panel shut. He put the coats back across it before calling Helen. She asked whether he was eating properly. He told her about the sandwich he had made and the box of books he had filled. He did not tell her about the room. He was not sure why.

Outside the sitting-room window, children passed in Halloween costumes on their way to a party. Paul watched a paper crown catch the streetlight. The next thing he remembered was sitting at a garden table, with sunlight warm on his wrist.

The blue jug stood in front of him. Someone had set a glass beside his hand. From inside the house came the familiar scrape of his mother opening a drawer. Paul started to stand.

He woke on the sofa with the television talking to the empty room.

For a while he stayed still. He had dreamed about her before. Of course he had. He had spent all afternoon handling her clothes. But he could remember the warmth on his wrist, and the little nick in the rim of the glass. Had he ever used a glass like that? He rubbed his thumb against his palm, trying to place it. He went to make tea. Upstairs, the closet door was open.

He found himself at the desk before he remembered deciding to go in. The photograph lay beneath the lamp. There was a glass on the garden table now, beside the jug. Had it been there earlier? Had he dreamed it because he had seen it, or was he looking for it because he had dreamed it? Paul leaned forward, then pushed the chair back so abruptly that it scraped the floor. He left the frame where it was and went downstairs for his keys.

He could spend the night elsewhere. There was no reason to stay in this house until Saturday. He put his coat on, checked his phone, and opened the front door. Cool air moved against his face. Across the road, someone was fastening a paper skeleton to a gate.

When Paul looked down, he was holding the edge of the desk.

His coat was folded over the chair. The lamp was on. He could not remember coming back upstairs. Had he opened the front door at all? He could still feel the cold air. He checked his phone. Helen had sent a message asking whether he wanted her to come sooner. Paul began typing yes, then stopped. What would he tell her? That he had lost track of a few minutes? That he had dreamed about their mother?

He called instead. Hearing his sister’s voice helped. She said she could leave after work. He asked her to ring when she was outside. He would meet her at the gate. He stayed on the phone as he left the room, keeping his eyes on the panel until the coats covered it.

In the kitchen, he made coffee and stood while he drank it. He would not sleep. He would not go upstairs again. The house was his now, but he could leave it. He said that aloud, quietly, and felt foolish for needing to hear it.

A chair shifted behind him.

Paul turned. He was in the garden. The red coat hung over the chair beside his, and a place had been set opposite. Through the open back door, he could see his mother standing at the sink. She had her back to him. He tried to call her name, but the sound that came out was the sharp breath with which he woke.

His cheek rested on his folded sleeve at the desk.

Paul sat up. The photograph showed the table from closer than before. A figure stood at the kitchen sink beyond the doorway. Too small to make out clearly. He did not lift the frame. He did not want to see it any better. Had he recognized his mother in the dream, or simply expected her to be there? If he had been awake in the kitchen, when had he fallen asleep?

He looked toward the panel. For a moment he could not decide which doorway he had last walked through, this one or the one beyond the garden table. The uncertainty frightened him more than the figure. Was he remembering a place from childhood? Had grief made the rooms run together? He looked at his phone, afraid of what the time might tell him. A message from Helen waited on the screen. On my way.

He read it twice. He remembered asking her to come. He remembered her answering. That conversation had happened. Hadn't it? Paul pressed his feet against the floor and stood slowly, holding the chair until he was certain it was under his hand.

He left the lamp burning. At the panel, he stopped with his hand on the edge. His mother had kept her coats here for years. She had always closed this closet herself. Had she known about the room? Had she sat at that desk? He remembered her once coming downstairs and asking him what day it was. He had laughed, and she had smiled after a moment. Why had that memory come back now?

Paul shut the concealed door and drew the coats across it. He would tell Helen everything outside. He would not come back in alone.

He was halfway down the stairs when he heard his mother’s voice.

“Paul. Don’t turn around.”

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